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Today I woke up at 6 in the morning with this terrible pain only to find out my foot’s infected or something.

What a nice way to start my vacations and ruin my mood.

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On the other day, my friends and I were reviving the past. What’s so funny about this? Well, when it’s been over a year after said events, you look at them in a different way. Also, there are some conversation records – thank you software! – which allow us to remember things we otherwise wouldn’t. Funny thing how our brains needed some help. I’ve always found there’s something funny about this process of looking back and retrieving memories. Somehow, it’s like reviving those moments, yet from such a distance the emotions aren’t the same at all. And then, looking back and thinking “oh, I was so naïve back then, I wouldn’t do that today”… I think that’s part of the growing process. Truth be told, since I’ve gotten into college, I feel like I’ve been growing a lot.

Growing, changing, it’s hard to pick the best word.

One thing leads to another, and I find myself thinking about the decisions I used to make and how things could’ve been different if I had act differently back in day X or Y.

And then there’s the people too.

For some reason, I’ve always assumed my college peers would be the ones sticking with me for longer, and for a far more interesting period of our lives.  Some of these peers have seen my growing a lot, but deep down… Have they noticed? Truth be told once more, I didn’t know them before getting into college, so they’re perfectly entitled to the not-noticing thing. Not gonna blame them for that. On the other hand, college peers can also be… trivial? Since I lack a better word for it… Let me explain anyway.

Think about it, you know someone at some point, you have a wonderful conversation and then you don’t see each other again.

Or maybe that person who’s your peer for an entire semester and after it’s over we barely know each other?

There’s a match for everything.

Life’s funny. :3