Doce

Music atm: Coldplay – Viva La Vida

This morning I was lurking around my won Twitter, only to find out 90% of its content are conversations’ fragments – which are no longer interesting to anyone – 5% are automatic updates from Doce/Youtube/Formspring and the remaining 5% are about me, complaining about being sick.

Do I get sick that often?

Actually, now that I think about it, one of my college peers asked me by the third semester something like “But are you always sick or something?”. I had never really given it that much thought, but now that I’ve gone through my old post on the various sites I’m a part of, that’s the sad conclusion I make – I get sick a lot of times.

But let’s go back to Twitter! I know its objective is to be a tool to share easily bits of fast information, which most of the times aren’t important to anyone. Still, I do not enjoy seeing my online accounts filled with garbage, so I’ve been removing a whole lot of tweets – but I’m still over 800, because my patience was dead after 15 minutes of intense fail cleaning. And, of what was left, it was really information about me, and pretty much 80% of them were random linkage and the remaining 20% were me complaining about my diverse illnesses.

But widening the range now to the other sites I use, I believe I have a good database of my last 3, 4 years. When I read my old deviantart journals, they’re terribly symptomatic – I’m constantly complaining about College, even before getting into it! You just go and check those journals – I was already complaining before knowing which College I had been placed to! The themes are pretty much static too.

Even when it comes to this very blog, only recently I started to write something worth reading and worth thinking. I used to do nothing but complaining too. I’m happy I rediscovered my love for writing – and also, right now I couldn’t care less if people rid these shitty blog entries or not. It’s amazing to know I can write to someone other than the drawer – since that one can’t really read.

However, as I stated on a previous post, I’m also a little apprehensive, thinking stuff like “Am I sharing too much?” There is, in fact, too many information that doesn’t really concern anyone. Maybe it would be better for all of us if I just tweeted once every six months “I’m sick again”. I wouldn’t be lying. I sometimes think as well about becoming a hermit – like one of my friends did not long ago – but I’m not brave enough for that yet.

I’ve also thinking about disabling comments on the blog after a few days. I’d keep them on the manga tho, since that’s a little static, unlike the blog, which is about a specific moment in time, which stops making sense after a while. What do you think?