Music atm: Borboleta – Foge Foge Bandido

Me – Let’s go for a walk on the beach.

Dad – Why?

Me – I want to show off my snow-white skin. My skin’s gonna be so bright as nowadays vampires’. I might get someone blind.

Dad – You’ll turn phosphorescent.

The beach was really nice today, btw. There was wind, sand and a lot of water :3 I’ve been sketching what might be the next Doce’s pages. If I’m not mistaken, I might have done some 4 or 5 of them. Now I just have to draw them on full-size and fix those scanners. I’ve been procrastinating less and less and I’m, generally, happier.

Music atm: You’ll Bring Honour to us All

Yay, my foot’s getting better!

It has finally allowed me to sleep for an entire night. Such a relief, since I’ve been missing some nights and it was kinda messing with my mood. Nevertheless, it still hurts a little and makes me have a funny way of walking – kinda like Dr.House! One more week of medication to go as well. Let’s see how long it takes for this to be gone and for me to be finally free!

On another topic, I always find vacations funny because I procrastinate way too much. I keep on doing plans for my vacations while in work period. I tell myself “oh, I’m so doing this, it will be the first thing I’ll do and I’ll stick with it for the entire summer” or “I’ll practice every day!”. LIEZ, I’ll procrastinate and I know it! It’s not like I do it on purpose, I just find myself on the computer dwelling on the internets and then “shouldn’t I be doing that something I promised myself I would?” and then “Meh, it can wait a little longer” or “Meh, I’m feeling uninspired” or even “Meh, I don’t know where to start”.

Bullshit, wapy D: Get your ass moving and start painting those things you promised and work on the commissions and write the script for the next Doces and get those scanners working ASAP!

The most stupid thing about this is that when I finally start working on those things, I feel happier than ever. Then why do I need to procrastinate so much if I know I’m gonna love it?

Música à data da edição: Music atm: Nuvem – Ornatos Violeta

Today I woke up at 6 in the morning with this terrible pain only to find out my foot’s infected or something.

What a nice way to start my vacations and ruin my mood.

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On the other day, my friends and I were reviving the past. What’s so funny about this? Well, when it’s been over a year after said events, you look at them in a different way. Also, there are some conversation records – thank you software! – which allow us to remember things we otherwise wouldn’t. Funny thing how our brains needed some help. I’ve always found there’s something funny about this process of looking back and retrieving memories. Somehow, it’s like reviving those moments, yet from such a distance the emotions aren’t the same at all. And then, looking back and thinking “oh, I was so naïve back then, I wouldn’t do that today”… I think that’s part of the growing process. Truth be told, since I’ve gotten into college, I feel like I’ve been growing a lot.

Growing, changing, it’s hard to pick the best word.

One thing leads to another, and I find myself thinking about the decisions I used to make and how things could’ve been different if I had act differently back in day X or Y.

And then there’s the people too.

For some reason, I’ve always assumed my college peers would be the ones sticking with me for longer, and for a far more interesting period of our lives.  Some of these peers have seen my growing a lot, but deep down… Have they noticed? Truth be told once more, I didn’t know them before getting into college, so they’re perfectly entitled to the not-noticing thing. Not gonna blame them for that. On the other hand, college peers can also be… trivial? Since I lack a better word for it… Let me explain anyway.

Think about it, you know someone at some point, you have a wonderful conversation and then you don’t see each other again.

Or maybe that person who’s your peer for an entire semester and after it’s over we barely know each other?

There’s a match for everything.

Life’s funny. :3